Insurance !!!

Had a lovely weekend being a family with Robin and the girls, it was great. From the little things like the hugs to the bigger things, it was really really good to have someone to share things with.
What wasn't so good was the trip to the therapist on Tuesday. I had lots of things going round in my head about Fred and the girls, but I came away with none of them answered and the feeling that she hadn't helped in any way. I came home completely shattered, I was so drained, it was like my body shut down. Yesterday was a bit similar but thankfully today is a bit better.
Had a bit of a shock yesterday when I called the insurance company to do something about paying the extra on my premium having moved up here (bit late I hear, but what the hell) to be told by a lovely lady that my renewal was coming up and it is due on the 8th July. What a shock, I really thought it wasn't due till September.
Then today I went online to see what sort of price I could find. Well, I'm glad I was sitting down is all I can say, the price has about trebled. There's no way I can find the money to pay it. I don't quite know what to do, but I guess that a call to dear old Dad is in order.
Some days I just want to give up and not bother any more, it seems that the more I try and move forward, the further behind I get. Roll on tomorrow evening when I can give Robin a hug and help him with his worries and forget about mine.